Goodbye Tai!

Today has been heartbreaking for me, at the office, I was about to log in to my Yahoo! account, when I saw the headline "Britanny Murphy dead at 32" i was like, OMG! FOR REAL?!
how could it happen? It would be useless for Clueless have make-overs without Tai. Without Molly, how could Ray learn how to live like a kid in her age? And without Sarah, how could Tom find that perfect wife of his? :(

After reading on about Brittany`s loss, I then checked my MLS account because grades will be posted by today. My chest instantly tightened when I saw that 1.5 in Spanish. I was so disappointed because first, how could I be in the Dean`s List if I already got that 1.5? and second, I KNOW that I didn`t fail ANY written nor oral tests in that class. so yeah double my heartbreak. I could not control my feelings and therefore I instantly broke down into tears infront of the people at the office (in our  work  area, at least)

Because I cannot keep myself from wondering how this have happened, I did what I can and the professor told me not to worry. But up until I got into bed to the time that I woke up, I kept on thinking about it. So you can now guess how serious I was about it. If ever I`m destined to get that grade, then fine, I`ll accept it. My parents and cousins say that it`s not about being a Dean`s Lister, it`s about showing them what you`ve got what it takes to be the person who you want to be. So kudos to them!